NEEMAS POEMS

A pure primordial term to ponder, which dissipates itself in it's search, To reach us in a state of endless time and space, The essence of truth is not sweet and beautiful, As a human was made to believe in a pile of lies, But,when once you get a chance to encounter the truth, You realise why, it's important to live with an open mind, To change yourself to a humble space, Learn to be patient instead of your usual counter responses, Forgive yourself and others at the time of err, and understand people at all level's of consciousness, To being kind and service to them, Because the only thing that remains even after endless time is the truth, You neither can sophisticate it nor can change it, and it will still rise above like the sun. ©️2021Neemamol

  This pain made me to write, with no one around my sight, As lonely as a butterfly on the wall, I started to accompany the silence as my pal. Don't want to concentrate on my worthlessness, because I crumble and break in nothingness, Wandered and lost in an unknown land, Still dreaming of a magical wand. When my every dreams went in vain, there is nothing to hold on to, than a heart with pain, And I observe and talk with my mistakes, On the way down, I learned what the heart should take. Someone whispered change your pain to power, and valuate your life in every hour, and never forget from where you started, Remember someone loves you besides all these hatred. Thus, I learned to live with every pain abandoned, To trust my heart in every hopeless situation, and love the world to bring forth the rays of happiness, Because all I was unfolding and conquering is a mysterious pain. ©️Neemamol 2021

Million times you guided my heart, but I was lost in the wordly life, Repeated my mistakes again and again, And everytime you were there to protect me from my fall. You blessed me even before I was born, and you loved me more than I deserve You gave me everything better than what I wanted, then I believe it was my greedy humanly side that made me ungrateful to you I was a fool who never believed your words, I played odd in front of your truth, Now I am afraid thinking of what I used to do, For my heart will be never able to bear your anger. So I am begging to you for your mercy and forgiveness, I know you are the most merciful and forgiving lord, Guiding and pushing me to  the path of righteousness, O Allah, fill my heart with your love and remembrance, and strengthen my limbs to prostrate only you, and make me and my family among the people who see the glory of your face in Jannah. ©️2021Neemamol

  Butterflies,flowers, grapes and leaves dancing in the rhythm of air, Those badminton rackets hung in the corner, older than me, still remain as new And my scribblings and quotes that mama complains, outshine in their brilliant colours in the wall. My clock's tickings and fan's humming helps me with white noise, when I study Through the open window, I could see, the lights of a distant home In the table lay the candles, ink bottle, and all sort of things from needle to scissors find their place peacely. Books remain as an unavoidable component, The more I avoid them, the more they occupies the space, Millions and billions of words, dazzling like stars over the roof, And I enjoy the aroma of these constant companions. Imprints of my hand with the name of the Creator in its heart, And the outline of my shadow, make my room stupid in some swiftly thoughts, But I believe they will hold me there in the vastness of time. And my bed , it's cozzy blankets and my pillow, comforting...

TO THE MOST MERCIFUL, MOST FORGIVING ALLAH I never knew myself , until I knew you I have not known love, till I felt your love weighs more than a mother's love, I have not known wisdom, till you chosen me to seek your light I have not known power, till I understood how helpless man is without your mighty strength. I have not known truth, till you guided me to read your words I have not known peace, till you gave me willpower to obey your words I have not known forgiveness, till I understood how merciful you are with me, I have not known success, till you shown me the right path to follow. I have not known hope, till I realised your belief and expectations of us I have not known kindness, till I understood your blessings are countless. I have not known patience, till I know your greater reward for being patient, I have not known my purpose in life, till I became your grateful servant. ©️Neemamol2021

Wandering aimlessly till the end of 23, Will 24,be the opener of the change Perfectly pictured in the middle of seven ages, Right time before pondering never too late. Every soul passes through beautiful trials, Whatever we see, only a small piece of reality, A world well build of trapping nets, Keeping you away from the Benevolent Source. The soul will recognize the truth if told, For it was made from the same source Who has written your story before your actual existence, and your soul must return to the same source. So it's time to count your good deeds, Remember we are on the 24th hour, Chaos and uncertainity will lead to two different paths, Let the world choose the righteous path. ©️Neemamol2020

I'm grateful for the chances given by universe, To know the quest of narrow stream of legacy, For enlightening the soul, which was about to cease, Broking my crystal box ,which I always tried to fit in. Vastness of mind giving abundance of thoughts, Dictating every single answer from the light of wisdom, Faster and spontaneous that no human  mind can conceive, Letting small channels of thoughts to read and review. Illuminating fragments of light all around, Their soul is the powerful of everything, Attracting to oneself the story called life, No sorrow,No pain,No trauma would ever exist. I have not come so far to preach, It's a sign to start your own search, Some people live their life without knowing, But the difference and magic is to know yourself deep. ©Neemamol 2020